BIBZ - intricacies of life!

putcha talga oh! departmental week na. ang hirap humabol. ito na ang napapala ng iskul bukol! anak ng tokwa talga. kanina lang review ako ng tax1… parang puputok na ulo ko sa mga figures na yan. ang dami pang dapat na iconsider na mga rulings at mga exemptions. hassle to the max broder! bukas sigurado masisiraan na ako ng bait. puro acctng namn dapat i-review. kasi naman ang kumpare niyo akala eh graduate na. punta dito punta doon. gago talga. kala mo sya ngbabayad ng tuition nya. hay naku… buwaka na bitch talga! hayip! baliw! self-review na lang nga ang nanyayari. pakshit talaga! apat ang exam ko ngayon linggo. kanina madedemonyo na naman ako sana buti na lang talga naimbento kahit papano ang word na self control. malamig ang panahon eh! tuesday pa nga raw eh! anak ng pating talga! buray ni ita nyan oh! pagsusulit na masimot! basta dapat ngayong linggo masagutan ko naman kahit papano ang mga exams. kahit hapit to the max and chuchubells yan oh! hmph!

9am. punta ako library para mag-aral sa mga acctng subjs ko. wala pa ako 1hr na nagbabasa biglang nagtext si don jerome. pucha, masisira na naman carreer ko. pinuntahan ako sa library at nagyaya na agad kumain sa labas. eh gutom na rin ako eh di sige. kasama ko at that time si rose at jo-ann. dumiretso kami mang-jimmys. dun na kami nglunch. fiesta ba noon at ang daming pinago-order at take note mga amigo at amigas… politics ang pinaguusapan namin. seryosohan na talga itetch. hehe. pagkatapos kumain hinogz si jom at nag-ayang maginom kahit isang bote lang. so ayun diretso naman kami sa blue finn sa katipunan. inom tig isang san mig lyt. eh habng andun plano na agad si jom ng gimik para sa gabing yun kasi nawala nga naman sya for almost a week dahil sa sinasamahan nya ung pinsan nya kung san-san. di ayun unang plano dapat eh sa cuatro para pagkatpos punta decades for a little groove. hehe. eh hapon wala na klase kasi may miting de abanse sa school nga. tong its buong maghapon sa bahay. tpos pagabot ng dilim ayan na po at naghahanapan na ng gimik. eh sabi ko naman para accessible sa lhat at tsaka di hassle masyado eh dyan na lang kami sa gerrys libis kasi malapit lang. di ayun na nga gerrys na kami. andun si kuya dondz naka-formal and everything, asha, jom, june, jez, ako, at ang walang kupas na si wado. tang-ina lufet talaga ng half-brod kong to. everytime na andyan si toot eh putcha dumarating palagi. astig ka bro. hehe. di ayun kulitan, harutan, kahit nasa upuan sumasayaw. tuwa nga yung dj samin dun eh kasi puro rnb tska hip-hop ung sounds nun. eh syempre kasama si wado. talgang mahahawa ka sa mga dance moves ng mokong. baha ng beer at pulutan pwamis. tapos nung uwian. may kupz na bumili ng white roses… seryoso na nga talga. wowee!

"love changes you. the way you think.. the way you act.. the way you decide. sometimes you even go against your principles and beliefs in life. loving doesn’t mean you’ll be happy, sometimes, all it gives you is pain and misery. yet, you are blinded by strong emotions that you fail to see reality. sometimes, letting go is the only answer and it hurts like hell but you will soon realize dat its better to the person you love to be happy with someone else than lonely with you. its called sacrifice…"

oo na.. oo na.. sinusubukan na nga eh!!

life can be confusing sometimes. ive tried to set myself free from something that baffled me for quite a long time instead it backfired. it was a situation i thought would clear out everything and it ended up another problem to be settled. it just saddened me more because others misunderstood it thinking that i was again trying to make a fool out of myself when what im really trying was to have myself out of the picture. i was trying to save a friendship and not lose one. it was never my intention to screw things up. im quietly happy and satisfied now and if others still dont understand that then everything ive sacrificed is worthless.

lately, ive realized something that had blinded me for quite a long time now. i never thought that ive been living in a fantasy world the whole time. although i already knew from the start that there is less possibility that things would turn out the way ive expected them to be. it gave me something to hold on until now.  friends would even tell me that i should wake up from a dream that would never come true beacuse its me who’ll get hurt in the end. still, ive been denying myself the truth.

pero ngayon… gising na tang-ina mo! gago ka pala eh! umayos ka nga!

salap… salap… salap…. relo… sapatos… salap… salap… salap…
             aruy… aruy… luvlyf… aruy… aruy… aruy….
               hik… hik… bday ni asha… hik… hik…

FWENDS, KINDLY READ THE FF:

mac… gusto maging si kyle abaca daw! talga nga naman. malapit na.
mac… nagets ko na ngayon ung gusto mo sabihin sakin.
arlas… im trying! papunta na rin dun.  naiiintindihan ko na mga sinasabi mo.
dro… i was really more than willing…
jom… study hard pare! kelangan nating dalawa yan.
hope… pwamis! nakakainis!
edward… tama ka pare dun sa mga sinasabi mo sa akin nung una mong malaman.
clif… hayip! cant reach you pare! stay cool, ayt!

jez… susundin ko lahat ng payo mo.
rose… ur ayt man! ur such an ate to me!
joan… basta happy ka! go lang palagi!
june… kung san ka masaya suportahan ta ka! hehe
mawi… invite mo ako sa kasal mo ha. m hapi for u!

manny-kit-allen-jontou-ronnel… paramdam naman kau mga brod. sistema paguwi. okies.
geof-tp-toto-jovel-ryan-mik2-wado… ano na mga ser?! tara! kitakits naman tayo dito manila.

hay! friday again. the bad thing is that i didnt get into any of my classes today. my mom just arrived this morning with my sis n law and my cuttie little niece from bicol because of my sis’ bday. so tired driving all afternoon. had too much of spicy chicken at kfc as if theres nothin tomorrow to eat. the traffic along edsa gave me so much stress and now m shitty feeling so dizzy as i write this blog entry of mine. went to pnb main branch to encash checks and have it deposited under my name. so much for the money in it because it will be gone by tom afternoon.  my mom is taking it for safekeeping coz if the money really gets into my hand it’ll sure be gone in no time. hehe. hoping that id have a new watch and nike shoes by the weekend. hay. cant wait to have them!

tom is gonna be my sis’ bday. another sistema for the whole tropa. cant wait for all the booze, yosi, and harutan tom.  haha. SIS HAPI BDAY!

NOTE: kapraningan lang to. wag seryosohin.

fucking shit. i really feel so bad right now. im having trouble coping up with my studies. if only i’ve just focused on it right from the start, i wouldn’t be feeling this shitty guiltness inside. its true. my  parents sent me to college not to go out and have fun all the time but only to study. it kills me because i am not like others who need to study and at the same time work for it just to come up with money enough to satisfy  those fucking  big amount of tuitions schools are asking for their students. still, i took it for granted. i go out almost every night having fun with my frends, killing time for all the bullshit crap that i should have given up for my education. but i liked it. i enjoy being with my friends. its just that i dont have anymore time to study. whenever im home, its either im asleep or watchin tv the whole day.i think its time for me to establish a personal study habit. i should scheldule everything that i have to do. thats what i shoud be doin right? anyway, what the hell. somebody has to try it. hehe.

para maintindihan ang mga nakasulat dito. hehe

zandro - dro. dogz. dong. ulo. ispalto. right hand ni taning. boy utot.
jerome - jom. satanas. taning. wowee. jackie chan.
                (wowowee kapitbahay ni andrew e, dahil sa buhok nito kamukha niya si jackie)
                                lyrics by: macnyakis bayagis orcine
mark - mac. macnyakis. bayag. juday. minyong. balot.
hart - hobarns. panot. PANOT!! tabog.
edward - wado. taburnikik. clapback. cripwalk. hiphop. besfrend. hari ng libog.
christian - gulay. gulz. pwede na yan.
gerry - walang sabit. sunod sa galaw. buraot.
jp - ojt.
hope - lets rock!

ung iba sa sunod na lang. dito pa lang gulpi na sigurado ako. ung iba ang yari naman next tym.

xmpre bago ang lahat para fair… kasama na rin ako.

kyle - biboy. bibz. grade6 masiba. helicopter. puwet.

thursday nyt. nagdinner kami nina dro at arlas sa gerrys grill. naspotan namin ni dogz ung promo naman nila ngaun na 20php all san miguel products. un nga lang at bucket namn ngaun. laman eh lima. ok na rin un. tpos dumaan bahay nina rose bago punta lamay  kina belle. tulog ako kina jom sa sobrang kaantukan. gising 1pm. late for school. eh walang pasok. salap!

friday nyt. inuman dito bahay. jam packed talga to the max. dito si dogz, arlas, wado, mac, hart, jom, hope, june, rose, at jez. ang gulo sobra. may nagkukulitan, may nagnnba live, may umiinon, may nagdedebate, may nagtotong-its, may kaweirduhan na usap, may journey at may destiny. hehe. iba talga.

sat nyt. punta namna sa bahay nina june. bday nung papa at mama nya. bago nun punta muna ako milagrosa. sundo zandro. eh andun si hart. sama na rin sya. gusto naman daw nya makakita ng mga chikas. habang nakina june, kwentuhan na naman ng mga kababalaghan at mga multo2. di si mr. abaca takot na naman. hanggat sa paguwi dahil sa kakulitan ni dogz eh sasabayan daw kami ng isang multo. kaya yun sobrang takot na nman ako. di tuloy ako nakauwi at tulog na naman ako sa impyerno.

sunday. tulog buong hapon kina jom. papatayin pa ako ng isang lecheng kending yan! ung mga nakakaalam lang ang swerteng makakaintindi nito.

: kyle . mac . jom . wado . dogz

monday afternoon. nood kami ng sister ko sa rob ng the island. eh eksakto punta din dun sina arlas, dogz, at gulz. pagkatpos namin manood sine eh diretso na kami sa gerrys grill na naman. pinatulan na namin promo. pero mas astig nung summer. 19 lang. kahit paisa-isa pa. talgang halos gabi-gabi na lang andun ako. iba-iba nga lang ksama. pagkatpos namin gerrys eh diretso na kami agad sa impyerno. nagtetext na sa taning. uhaw na uhaw. so un… for the first time naturingan pa naman akong kapatid eh dinala ko ang only sister ko sa impyerno ng milagrosa. so pagdating dun sistema na namn. pero enjoy na man ung kapatid ko. sobrang kulitan to the max kagabi eh. kantahan.. inumna.. piktyuran.. harutan..

pagkatpos uwi na kami ng sister. tapos na. hehe. ayoko na ng detalyado masyado.