another chapter in my life
its been a long time since ive blogged here again. there are many happy stories to write and of course bad memories that need to be forgotten. i can say for now that for the long time that i was not in cyberspace, i was at bars be it somewhere in timog katipunan and ortigas. still, i dont consider myself a "barrista". i can never take that title from jom’s. hehe
first of all, i want to say sorry to those people who had thought that i never had the time to go visit you guys last all saint’s day in bicol truthfully because i was not there. i haven’t gone home for the last three months. at the moment, plans are that im spending my xmas there and hopefully spend our new year here. so to all my bicol friends, there’ll be plenty of bonding and gimik when i get back there.
secondly, i want to say sorry to someone who had been special to me because of pure misunderstanding between us. people who had witness the special bond that we had can also say that things really had been fast which surely had fallen out of hand. ive explained everything to you already. i dont want to be unfair with myself and especially with you. i wont deprive you the love that i cant give which others can give you. ive been honest with you even with my past. i thought it would give you a clear view of what i am instead it did not. so for all the good times, i wanna thank you for that. i want you to know also that everything is fine with me now. i have nothing against you and i am hoping that you dont have one either. im happy and well contented with where we are right now and i think its time that you have one too. i wish you the best in everything and may you experience the true wonders of xmas.
lastly, i want to thank those friends of mine who had been always there for me. you all know who you are. you guys trully showed me what friendship really means. i just wish that we may have more dreams to fulfill and more beers to fill our "tiyan". hehe
February 17th, 2006 at 5:19 pm
its good to see that everything’s good between us. yes, finally i found the person i will be happy with, yun nga lang hindi pa niya alam. i dont want to compare things… kc mali un.
i apologize for all my mistakes, although nakapag usap na tyo nito partially, i know ako tlga may kasalanan. sori din kung lately nasusungitan kita, its my way of paglalambing, cguro hindi na kasi ako marunong maglambing kaya masungit na ako. hayaan mo, one of these days mag bo bonding uli tyo. ok… miss you!
March 4th, 2006 at 7:44 pm
(about to cry na tone) my pinsan is growing so fast i can’t keep up :,(