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2006 is just around the corner and now as we bid farewell for the year 2005, we are also saying our goodbyes to those problems and trials we have encountered and just put everything in a box those fond memories we have shared with friends and loved ones treasuring it for the rest our lives.

2005
as i read my previous blog entries which were all written this year, i find myself smiling as i read every word of it. there had been many mixed emotions expressed on it. ive never seen myself so melodramatic with my life just like what im doing right now. i guess it has just been my understanding that there is just no guy who would write and share an extensive information about himself and have it freely be read by everyone. its showing one guy’s weaknesses. still, i did it.

there had been entries also of some of my escapades and gimiks. i surely had a great time because every bit of it were just detailed. the pictures in my head mystically comes to life as i look back those blissful moments ive had with those special people who had shared it wth me. i just can never thank enough all of you who had made this year for me a very special one. thank you so much!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

its been a long time since ive blogged here again. there are many happy stories to write and of course bad memories that need to be forgotten. i can say for now that for the long time that i was not in cyberspace, i was at bars be it somewhere in timog katipunan and ortigas. still, i dont consider myself a "barrista". i can never take that title from jom’s. hehe

first of all, i want to say sorry to those people who had thought that i never had the time to go visit you guys last all saint’s day in bicol truthfully because i was not there. i haven’t gone home for the last three months. at the moment, plans are that im spending my xmas there and hopefully spend our new year here. so to all my bicol friends, there’ll be plenty of bonding and gimik when i get back there.

secondly, i want to say sorry to someone who had been special to me because of pure misunderstanding between us. people who had witness the special bond that we had can also say that things really had been fast which surely had fallen out of hand. ive explained everything to you already. i dont want to be unfair with myself and especially with you. i wont deprive you the love that i cant give which others can give you. ive been honest with you even with my past. i thought it would give you a clear view of what i am instead it did not. so for all the good times, i wanna thank you for that. i want you to know also that everything is fine with me now. i have nothing against you and i am hoping that you dont have one either. im happy and well contented with where we are right now and i think its time that you have one too. i wish you the best in everything and may you experience the true wonders of xmas.

lastly, i want to thank those friends of mine who had been always there for me. you all know who you are. you guys trully showed me what friendship really means. i just wish that we may have more dreams to fulfill and more beers to fill our "tiyan". hehe