shitty situation part II
i dont know how people do this and so i am asking this question. how can i redirect this feelings for her? there are too many important people involve and with just one move things could get ulgy. the picture - two guy friends of mine are both inlove with the same girl. the same girl that ive been inloved with for quite a long time now. everyone knows i already took myself out of the picture - now, i want to clear out this first. when i said im taking myself out of the picture, it doesnt mean that the feelings are already gone. it literally means that im putting myself ouf of the picture. its like im breaking off the chains that had been locked on her. i made my deal and i intend to stick to it. so now, it should be understood that this feelings that i have for her would never just go that easily. it will take time. another problem is how will i do it when we always see each other and everytime that happens i see myself sinking in a quicksand. its like seeing her always for the first time and all you hear is how your heart fastly beats to her tune. dont get me wrong. i enjoy hanging out with her( and with our other friends). and so, avoiding her is the last thing on my mind. now, she tells everyone that im her bestfriend. i dont know if thats just her escape route or she truly sees me that way. whatever the truth is, its hers to tell. third problem - those two guy friends of mine - although the other is saying that he feels no more for the girl. now, its not for me to contradict this because he also has his own side of story. the other guy is the one that i think who’ll try to push himself to the edge. everytime he’ll make a move he’d always ask for my blessings which he never fails to do and i appreciate it. it takes the true knight out of the man. the only problem is that there is something that he sees in me and could not let him go on. even all the assurances and blessings i give doesn’t prove a bit. its like a man to man vibe that everything is not everything. now what can you say to that? everything that you say leads to another question and sometimes it goes up to a point when you dont have answers anymore wondering that if given the chance would you change your answer to the first question?
September 7th, 2005 at 7:47 am
i really tink that i nid to commen on his stuff but y friend urges me to… dis past few days wev been realy good man, i uz hope dat m not anymre the other guy of the story… i know al things are clear now (hope so) u cant tel wat will hapen naxt m juz realy contented to wat i hve & wats goin on ryt now… some people say m wasting opportunities but m juz knda bc lately to even nclude soetin wc will divde my time and social life… juz keep this n mnd tsong ” Whatever my feelings are i will not do anythin dat will jeopardize our friendship! AYT!